What I am doing is really what I want to do or it is just because everyone else is doing it? Or just because there is no other option available?

May be all I want is achieving heights in metal abilities. Happiness is a state of mind and state of mind can be achieved through mental practises. Here I don’t really neglect the value of money and success. They are obviously important in life but above them there is certainly mental abilities.

The drawback is that I get easily satisfied.

The real question that knocks the door of my mind is how can I increase the weight of my influence. Influence on whom? General public, my students, my family, my society and so. Money- is that the answer? If yes, what have I been doing to achieve that? If doing then why stable yet? Why not a significant improvement?

Now at the moment what I need to do is just focus on one thing and that can be affirmations.

Let me up to a place where I am not judged.